Summer Lovin'

Well... I met one gorgeous boy this holiday, it was a three weeks ago... we were together only for a four days, but I completely fell in love....The problem is he is from a different country and after those beautiful four days he went back home. 

Now I don't know what to do.... We are still in touch, but the thought that I'll see him next year hurts me so much.. One year is a long long time, isn't it?

 What should I do now? Should I forget him? Or shuld I keep on staying in touch with him, sending a messages and have a phone calls and then cry every night ??

Dear, what can I do?

I don't think many people will read this, it's not interesting at all, and who cares about other's problems? I just wanted to confess...

Sorry for my english, it isn't very good.. 

well.... thanks for comments and advices.... We were just skyping for two hours and i realized that it can be possible to have a relationship like that... there is a big distance between us, but we love eah other soo much and I think everything is going to be ok and we can make it.... :) 

Well, after... eeh 6 months I guess... I'll tell you what it's like. Me and that boy broke up on December 11th. It was a hard time for me, but now I'm absolutely allright about that. We haven't spoken since, but I think that's the way it should be. I remember it as a beautiful part of my life, and that's how I will remember it forever. If we were still in contact, I think it would be very hard and it would kill everything that was so beautiful and precious in this relationship. Sometimes I think about him, but not with tears in my eyes, but with a smile on my face and I am thankful for such a great time spent with him. I hope he is fine now and has found a girl that makes him feel happy and important. (secretly sending a few kisses):)