Ambers Blog
United States
May 21, 2008
In the middle of depression.
I am not going to say that I have the worst life in the world, but I do know I have it bad. My stepfather is an alchoholic, and my mother is starting to go intothat beating me up, or, well...trying to beat me up "stage". My oldest brother abuses me, and some of my firneds are talking about me in many bad ways nehind my back for no apparant reason at all.
Something happened that also is not so good.
Last year, my firned Henry decided to shoot himself in the head and kill himself. This past summer, his mother slit her wrists, and bled to death, and then his father decided that his life was worth nothing and then decided to go the same way Henry did, by shooting himself, only he did not shoot himself in the head, he shot himself in the heart, and it took him 3 long hours to go into peace..
Also...during the past summer..my friend chad hung himself in his mothers bedroom when she was at work, and she felt that it was her fault, so she went and did the same thing to herself (hung herself).
NOw... does it sound like I should be happy?
NO....it doesnt, but ya know what?
Ill get through this, all I have to do is just keep looking toward the future, right?
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May 4, 2008
So....
Here I am..
Amber, age 17 (my profile says 16)
Asian.
My friend Nick is absolutely amazing, he has black/brown emo boy style hair, has beautiful, deep brown eyes, and his laugh is perfect. Sadly, he has a girlfriend, and depressingly, I am not that girl who is lucky enough to have him.♥
But anyway, everytime I get online, I shall produce a blog.
Just for everyone's amusement.
Right now, I am slightly pissed off, and yet very bored, sad, and happy, if that makes any logical way into your mind.
About me:
I was born in Tokyo, Japan.
My mother was born to be a geisha, but she ran away to Osaka at the age of 15, maybe 16. She met my father there, who is a cold hearted, full fledged american. They had "fun time", and I was born in Tokyo, 5 years after they met, which was 6 years after she ran away from home. She was back in Tokyo to collect money from my grandmother.
I, however, never met my grandmama until I was 3...
anyway, I am rambling on, so I will end this blog for now.
B4 I scare people away.
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